This is it.

But that was pretty much it.

I kind of knew my limitations once I hit a certain...

It's also not all...

It's all my fault.

If I would have gotten to the gym and actually taken care of myself better than I did, I kind of got into the lifestyle a little bit, got a little fat, got into substances, you know, the fun stuff.

And I never really took it as seriously as I should have.

And over the years, Nick, do you think that your, you know, your, I guess your persona has changed over the years? Or, I mean, were you always, you know, Nick Zero with the long beard? Or, I mean...