But before we really jump into it, I know in our correspondence, Nick, you mentioned about, it's been almost a little over a week ago, that you were taking classes in first aid, CPR, Narcan courses, and I just, I want to be able to give you, you know, the room and proper space to talk on that because I feel like, well, not only do we need more and more and more people to pursuing these things but i just feel like it's just i don't know man i just feel like people are really um lost right now and just feeling suffocated in this fucking country so i i just wanted to give you some space to you know you know being in portland and the things that have inspired you um kind of starting now then we'll jump in the past but yeah tell me about these courses and kind of

well it's it's work related um everybody you know i work for um a company that runs a number of um homeless shelters uh And it's required for staff who, I think it's required for all staff, regardless of where you are in the organization.

I think everyone is required to know first aid because you never know when someone's gonna have a major health crisis and you need to be able to at least try to get them through until EMTs can show up on the scene.

and you know, we, we, it also, you know, uh, depends on where you work.

I work at a, um, uh, uh, high barrier shelter, high barrier shelters.

We see a little less in terms of like overdoses, but we still do see, um, you know, medical emergencies and, uh, we need to be able to respond to them.

And so it's nice to have that, like, um, that, you know, that certification, uh, to be able to, uh, uh, uh, to have the confidence to know, um, you know, I can administer CPR if, if it's needed and hopefully save someone's life.

Well, you know, just starting there, how do you kind of interpret the whole language and atmosphere and the culture around this movie after 30 years? Um, yeah how do you understand something that you made so long ago that is extremely deep and extremely complicated to where it is still uncovering meanings after so long if that if that makes sense like this thing is still developing