So and you come from your own background of...

Yeah, so I survived, um, domestic violence and sexual assault, so my last two partners were addicts.

Um, one, so the first one, um, I was with him for four years I think it was, and he was an ice addict and I was brutally bashed and abused on a constant, um...

And the passion of the rehab come from this.

So I had a lot of welfare checks from the polic- police coming out, 'cause they could hear him screaming and yelling, and, um, he was just a piece of fucking work, pardon my language.

Um, and I had my daughter living with me, but she, thank God, never saw the abuse because he'd always do it, like I've got like a butler's pantry, so if I was in the butler's pantry, come around the corner and grab me by the throat and throw me out while my daughter was in the other room.

Um, but yeah.

It's kind of complicated, isn't it?