said, why don't you go back and do porn? So tell me a little bit more about like that, that conversation and, and maybe like what it felt like to have support since so many people coming into industry don't have that experience.

Yeah, no, it was, um, it's very different.

I mean, obviously when they first found out I was doing solo, it was a little bit more shocking, but nonetheless, I always, always had support from my family.

It's one thing I am extremely grateful for.

I am immensely blessed.

Even my grandma, all my grandmas and my grandparents, like all of them, everybody, the old people and everything.

So, you know, but the conversation, I mean, just to go a little bit more in depth about it, I would come home every single day, just...

What are some of the cool things about dating a fellow performer and then what are some of the challenges?

Learn not what to do.

Yeah, exactly.

You're funny.

But...

So I started texting him in front of my ex and my ex turns over and starts holding me and puts his head in between my neck like that.

And I'm texting the guy and I'm like, and he does not acknowledge it at all.

And I'm like, um, okay, this is weird.

Yeah, LA, not so much.

it or not.

Yes, I can believe it.

69 is a long fucking time ago, right? Yep.

Okay.

Well, here's the thing.

Back before it became a TikTok thing, I should say.

And when I used to go to it, how I looked at it was, okay, this is a good place to go that there is an actual standard and they don't allow certain things to be sold here if they don't meet certain regulations.

But, like, there's a thousand trivial things that fucking add up.

Well, yes, if you cut it out, it will definitely affect your health.

You're right.

You're right.

But okay.

So the reason why I cut out caffeine, it's actually kind of silly.

You'll never believe it.

I was diagnosed with high blood pressure at the age of 23, bro.

Yeah, my podcast comes out weekly.