Being angry on the internet.

Or making yourself angry reading the internet is really one thing that I am passionate about 'cause, like, I am, like, mostly a social media creator these days and it feels bad to be part of that ecosystem.

I don't like that I'm supporting those people, uh, who are making money off it and the, the bad feelings.

But I, I would just make a point that you don't have to feel bad while you're scrolling, and my main thing that I, I think not enough people know that is underrated is having a fake Instagram, a Finsta, but just to follow things that make you calm and not angry.

So you can have your angry feed-

So everything I've ever posted, somebody had something that's like-

Actually fucked up.

So, um, you said in your description that you've been going through major relationship problems and there was a really big turning point with that recently.

Yeah.

It wasn't one big thing that happened.

I think over the past three weeks it was more of the realization that our communication issues are just not going to be resolved, and kind of accepting that this is, you know, my marriage is probably gonna end in the next few months.

[laughs]

Mm.

And I think it's always so up and down, good and bad, that I still thought we could figure it out, and I, I think I just really accepted this past month that in order to, like, progress in my life I can't, I can't go anywhere while I'm still in this relationship, so.

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Morgan said that before OnlyFans blew up, the only way to make a living as an independent porn creator was to land on the front page of Pornhub, or actresses had to break into the industry by being part of studio productions where they didn't have as much autonomy.

It's very interesting, like, the shift between whenever porn was basically, like, widely available, you didn't really have to pay much for it.

Um, when I first started, I was uploading to Pornhub and, you know, that was, like, full length, full scenes that you could see for free, um, at any time.

Whereas now, the climate has shifted a lot to where creators like myself have a lot more control, so we're able to, you know, use OnlyFans as a platform where we are more connected with our audience, and that is actually the main pull.

Now we're in this age where these models can kind of take a bit of that control back.

They can control what content they make, how much they sell it for, and I think that that plays so much into, like, the conversation about deepfakes, where it's about control.

It's about consent.

How has the proliferation of deepfake porn changed the creator industry for you, and what would you say to someone who's afraid to keep posting?

... might be tricky from a school point of view, but.

Well, it's, it's always doable.

I mean, we don't have kids, but when I was a kid, I had, um, I had someone from Canada who went to France to live, and we had the, the little daughter, uh, in, in my, in my class and stuff, and it would be all right.

You know what I mean? It's just, like, uh, different ways of living, and it's always takes a little bit of time to get used to.

Naturally you know what it is to live on different countries.

I do too.

And it's always, uh ...

It's cool.

What, what did you hear?

Um, that the house wasn't ready yet, and that he, there was a family that he was, that was living upstairs for like...

But he said he'll, that they're gonna-

What do you think?

Yeah.

He, he broke the contract.

There's a lot of circumstances.

It could leave her homeless.

Those are drugs.

I don't, I don't know what it would be.

Like, maybe just, like, a, a guitar pedal testing videos or, uh, running through the history of music or something like that.

I, I really like music, and it's, like, it was my love before Magic, and even when I'm not doing Magic I still come, come back to music.

So I'd, I'd do something along that.

There's a lot, yeah.

Uh, but then I, I guess if I had to choose somebody else, uh, you know what? Brian Michael Bendis, uh, one of my favorite comic book writers, uh, Gerard Way, musician, but also a comic book writer, and then Sam Raimi.

These are people that have created things that have been a huge impact on my life, and I just...

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We love Mark.

Oh, actually, you know what? That's a really important thing to say about Probably Polly, though, is we represent, like, half-

Many, many people

... maybe three quarters of Probably Polly.

But it's a sprawling collective of human beings.

So-

So Becky would call me a loser.

We were standing in the physical line for sports, right? 'Cause I went to college and played lacrosse.

Becky, dual athlete over here.

So we were standing there, and I didn't know anyone, so I'm standing there awkwardly like with my phone just looking around, while Becky's having this really cool conversation with this girl in front of me.

And I'm like, "I wanna be a part of that conversation." So here I'm just listening, like completely eavesdropping, and just start inserting myself in the conversation.

Mm-hmm.

Like, so you're seeing them 24/7, I mean, 365.

Oh

... wandered off.

They figured it out.

But, like, Lucy still stuck around.

Um, and Janice would, would show Lucy, like, "Eat the ants," you know, "Eat the leaves." And, and she would, like...

Like, they would have these, like, sort of, like, sign language standoffs of, like, "Go b- with the other monkeys." And then Janice would be like, "No," like, "You come." Like, "Let me stay here with you."

I read the fucking last paragraph.

Lucy walked off, and then, um, eventually went to go be with her other chimps, and then they hugged.

Here's Morgan.

I was contacted by Rhianna.

This would've been mid-2021.

She reached out to me and said that I should get in contact with Emily regarding a possible Title IX case.

I didn't know what all it had to do with or who all was involved, but I reached out to Emily because I was curious, and she told me to call her, and I did, and that's when she informed me about Miranda and Olivia's report in 2020 and how UCO brushed it off.

I was like, "Oh, been there." Emily really didn't know much about my story.

She, I think at one point, had heard some rumors about it or had seen something online, and she asked Cato about it, and he said that there was a Title IX investigation regarding me and an inappropriate joke he made, is what Emily told him.

And what did that feel like for you?

Whoa

...

I had to stop 'cause I was having heart palpitations.

And I think it was making me severely depressed, because it gives you such a spike and then such a drop.

It's kinda like drugs.

What?

I think it's supposed to, like, even all of your levels so your libido is higher and your pH is good.

So not only are you feeling fresh, you're, like, tastin'-

And how did that conversation go?

It lasted a while.

She was very nice.

I felt very believed by her.

I felt like she was very professional.

She was very comforting, and she made it a point to make sure that I felt safe in telling my story.

I know now that that is not what Title IX coordinators' jobs are, but she very much made it seem like it was her job to hear my story and to help me go through that process of reporting and getting a safe resolution.

Here's Morgan.

Now that you have so much more information today than you did then, what are the signs that you pinpoint now of grooming behavior that you witnessed from Cato?

I think the first sign that I would warn people to look out for is the impartment of special information.

One of the first things that Cato did was he let me read the script to Woyzeck before our first rehearsal, where we all got our scripts.

And at the time, I took that as like, "This is really cool.

He's trusting me with this information." But now I'm like, "Oh, that was just a way to test and to start to garner trust." Another thing that I noticed is very slowly but methodically inching closer and closer to being more of a, a friend or a peer or wanting me to see him like that, as opposed to having clear boundaries of our relationship.

Very quickly, Cato let me know that he isn't the best at checking his email and that I was to text him, Facebook message him, or Snapchat him.

Major red flag.

What did you know about Cato's relationship with Lindsay? Because you mentioned that you thought, "Oh, he must have gotten us confused," so it sounds like you had some understanding of they had a relationship.

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So I am still in Tennessee right now, but on Tuesday, 'cause it's a Sunday before, uh, Christmas.

Um, on Tuesday I'm going to my mother's house, my mother and father.

Yeah.

I will say, too, again, depends on the boots, but like there was a story a while ago where someone's guy friend got her like a first edition book, and it turns out this book was like 3 grand or like 2,500, like some crazy thing.

Boyfriend had a problem.

They fight about it, and it did turn out that that guy had feelings.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah, I feel like if, if you're all so new to meeting each other, like to have some kind of emotional claim already feels strange.

So like, yeah, if I was in that situation, I don't even think I would be mad.

I think I'd honestly be relieved just 'cause of my anxiety, like, "Whoo, don't have to worry about that person anymore."

Yeah.

They're an integral part of the team on safari.

You know, obviously trophy care and meat prep as well is a core part of what we do.

And so there is, uh, a profession called a skinner that we have two of them usually in camp at any given time.

And their job is to completely take care of these hides, horns, skulls, all the associated trophy parts, but also the meat as well.

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He says that he doesn't really have a preference.