Yeah

... fall to this stand- this lower standard that you're sort of, like, putting yourself into.

It felt unnatural for me.

Like, I knew I could do, be, be doing more, but it's almost like society's pressures were making me feel like I had to be smaller, or I could just, like, break through all of that noise and sort of like rise to the identity of who I want to become.

And that started with, um- Yeah, like signing up for another f- like another full marathon.

I hadn't done one in 10 years, and I didn't just wanna run a marathon, like I wanna try to qualify for Boston.

'Cause like in my heart, I think I could run a marathon, but I wanna run a really good marathon, and I wanna qualify for Boston, which is something I've never been able to do.

Like what do you really, what's your mastery? Like where are you like so lit up by your work? What are your clients coming to you for? What's going on in business?