Layfeld, drive new, sleep at home for a change.

One of these things that I was going to tell you is that, and I really just experienced that this year with my twins, is I was kind of holding them, and my twins were identical, but my triplet was fraternal.

But what I felt was like, and they're going to be seven this year, but it was like when I felt when I was holding them, it was like that's what it would feel to be like holding this baby that was gone.

Yeah.

you know, this triplet that had passed away.

And it took me almost seven years to like allow myself to like feel that, to sit in that moment and to grieve.

And I just held her and I probably scared her, but I was just holding her so tight because I was like really in that moment where I was feeling like I was holding the baby that was gone because it was you know, just the exact same child really.

What was the decision to put it on your landline? Why did you decide to build this cemetery right outside your window?