What are some of the things that you've been battling with or that you've been dealing with?

Yeah, I actually I think everyone in my life already knows I'm bipolar.

So like I deal with a lot of a lot of stuff with that.

So especially like in college, I was acting out a lot and I didn't understand what was going on.

And then I'd have these big periods of depression.

So I, you know, I think anyone dealing with something like that needs some kind of outlet, something to keep you grounded and focused.

And for me, like a lot of it is just like having something for like to keep you disciplined or whatever, because if I get like big swaps of time, then I kind of start gravitating towards these more destructive paths or trying to keep you stimulated or whatever.

do think it's a hilarious moment in the song.