What was your hardest moment on the show?

Oh, it's out there.

This was probably three years in.

My ex came on the show after I'd done a year in already.

I established myself quite a bit.

And she had come back on the show, but also she came back on the show because she wanted to get me back and try things again.

And I got cocky and I think I had this new life and I was like, I want to.

What do you think encouraged that?