And did you always feel like you didn't want kids or was there something that happened in your life or like a turning point?

that's a very good question so when i was i'd say 19 um i specifically remember saying i'm gonna have kids when i'm 23 i have a whole like like schedule this is what i'm gonna do i'm gonna be married at 21 and i have kids at 23 you know enjoy my life for a year um all went out the window because i started realizing like that's not who i was Um, I really went through a journey of finding myself in my twenties.

Um, I wouldn't say I'm completely my, I think I will continuously try to find myself as I get older, even to, till death.

Um, I think there will be versions, multiple versions of me.

Um, but I really figured out my voice in my twenties and, um, yeah, I, I don't know.

I don't know what it was.

It was just more so like I had multiple jobs lined up.

you know