listen you've got like one shot in the archives go crazy

literally i would too and they said it was like the first time they opened it in like 10 years to like someone external and we just like and obviously nothing fit me So even that was kind of iconic.

These like looks that like I was looking at like when I was like a teenager and then just putting them on but with my fat spilling out and like going like I don't know we had like a lot of fun it was that was so surreal and then they let us bring back a bunch of looks.

It all happened in such a short block.

We were making the clothes in London and filming every day as well.

Like, I don't know.

Again, delusional.

that was such a pinnacle moment in time as kind of a follow up how you see the fashion landscape now because I think it's going a bit more like conservative and it's also been a lot more TikTok-ified.

So how has transforming your own body into the subject and your own canvas helped to redefine your relationship with yourself?

I mean, it's definitely allowed me to see the beauty of my body in a different way.

I think as women, we're so conditioned to see the beauty of ourselves externally and also conditioned to see the way that other people see us and try to squeeze ourselves into this almost linear form of beauty.

Yeah.

that really is so pigeonholed that it doesn't really make sense to me anymore since I was able to start playing with my body and also literally squeezing my body in ways to become beautiful with corsetry and ribbons and whatever.

I think it's allowed me to see, I don't know, the fat on my stomach is something that's squishy and something I can mould into a sculpture.

I don't know, it's really allowed me to see things in a different light and beauty in a much more... expansive mindset.

How has your body been policed in art and fashion?