This is like a really

grim book about people.

And it's about like dealing with like, are we just robots? Are we victims of our.

the chemicals in our brains and our societal conditioning.

And do we have any free will? And it's just like, I didn't love it a lot.

And then halfway through you realize it's Kurt Vonnegut terrified that his mother committed suicide.

And he's like, is my programming going to make me commit suicide? And do I have a chance to get out of this? And it's this fascinating book.

Is he not doing chemo? Was he not pretending he was doing chemo?