You know?

I know, but the thing is, is like, I didn't try to do it.

It just happened upon me.

So I don't see myself as someone who like, has and I and I do I do claim it now because it's been a couple of years and it has shaped the way I view the world in a lot of ways and my relationships and everything but I think that like I I see the work I'm doing not as like oh I I I developed this political ideology and then, like, sought labor within that system was not what happened to me.

Like, I think my sort of...

I very much had the feeling after college that... which I think a lot of people feel is there's not a lot of ethical ways to make money and it feels gross to have money and what are you gonna do and like me and a lot of a lot of my community and a lot of my friends all just started farming which is a way that you make shit money but you don't have to And it's not necessarily good for the environment.

Like people say this, but it's a bit icky.

But I do