I guess for lack of a better word, you know?

Abso-absolutely, and I definitely remember, you know, this was growing up in the, the '80s and '90s, and I remember watching Miami Vice and TV shows and thinking that kind of life and culture was cool.

And I lived in South Florida.

I thought, "You know, maybe I could be one of those cool guys like that." But I just ended up a average drunk, you know? [laughs] I never got that cool, about as cool as I thought I was in my own mind.

But, um, I kind of carried that same kind of stuff, you know, that was in middle sc- the end of middle school into, uh, high school.

I went to a public high school and, um, found drinking and other things, and I had arrived, you know? Really, like, my high school time in the, for the most of it was, um, pretty great.

I, um, partied the way I wanted to party.

Anyway.