mentally strong.

And then I started drinking again when my kid was three years old.

And I just had one glass of wine because I forgot.

That's the problem with being an alcoholic.

I forget that I have a problem.

So I had one glass of wine, and it wasn't long before everything I said I wasn't going to do drinking around my kid, drinking with her in the tub, all these things that I said I wasn't gonna do, even drinking and driving with her in the car.

I was like, I'm gonna, I was afraid I was gonna kill her.

Tell us a little bit about what that feels like and where you are in your life.