How has ayahuasca impacted finding that loving, healthy, juicy relationship in your life?

yes i'm very happy to share my story i come from a lineage of women that have experienced so much trauma and loss around the losses to war so i come from a family of women who are strong but also independent and there was the sense that you have to go through life by yourself and this was something a frequency that was passed on from one generation to another And then there was my parents' marriage that was really not working well.

So I came into this world, both with the imprint from my ancestors, don't get too comfortable, you'll have to do it on your own, to also, I also had this fear of being trapped because I could see what a dysfunctional relationship, what happens when people are not bringing the best in each other.

So needless to say, I had a lot of ambivalence about closeness, which really played out in my romantic life.

And I had done a lot of work, and I really was getting closer to, I would say, the relationships I was moving through.

The next one was hopefully an upgrade.

It was a little bit better, but they would still stay on the same track.

right?