um and yeah i feel like your journey i'm excited to hear where you've been since we last caught up um your journey feels like a profound initiation for women in all of that so yeah so welcome

thank you so much i really appreciate it and it's a pleasure to be here and um well to give you a little bit of context my story with wealth began 15 years ago I think it's 15 years ago now actually 2012 anyway um hopefully that will be showing my really bad maths um so and I actually inherited um a significant sum of money that um at the time I didn't realize was initiating me and asking me to become uh a sovereign steward of it, but I didn't really understand the journey.

I didn't really understand the context I was living in.

I didn't really have an understanding of investing.

I didn't know what to do with the money.

And ultimately while my father handed me down his team, I decided to fire them all and I didn't get on with them.

But also I think at the time.

Tell me more about that because there's like almost a sense of like, is there shame

out.

Oh.

And, you know, I was teaching a lot about inner wisdom, right? So interestingly enough, this was an area that definitely wisdom did not exist.

As far as I was concerned, this was an exception, right? Yeah.

Right? So it's just like, no, wisdom does not exist here.

It only exists in these areas.

But it was such a blind spot for me.

Tell me Marina, when you, you mentioned that you were drinking, you were not wanting to feel, what is it that you weren't wanting to feel?