But I would love to learn a little bit more, like how did you end up merging those two things and like coming into this as your work? A decade ago when I was

37.

I got through what people might call it like dark night of the soul, you know, the crises.

And I have three children, right? They're grown now, but they're still very young then.

And I was putting three kids to bed.

And after putting them to sleep, I was like heading back to my bedroom and I started to bawl my eyes, right? And looking back, I know the reason that I started to really tear up is because I knew deep within, even though it looked really great from the outside, inside I was really miserable.

And I was really miserable because I knew the truth that I came here to live.

Can you speak on that?