But like I love that because to me it's the more telling thing that this should take a minute.

Yeah.

Do you know what I mean? Yes.

I also think it's really, really vital.

I can't stress enough how you frame what has happened to you in your own mind.

I really fought the...

the fight in my brain of like I failed here like I was trying to be an artist and it didn't work and like I'm either gonna like give up or I'm gonna go to LA and like try to make it as I just had this thing with when I went there of like I want to write the songs and see what doors those open Like whether they're for me, someone else, whatever they were, just like ridding myself of an expectation of it like has to be me and it has to be my story and it has to be this, whatever it was.

Anyway, please tell us about that.