Whoa.

And this was now, you know, the fourth time, or fifth time I'm hemorrhaging.

The fifth time is what, what, what brought me... [laughs] That broke the camel's back.

So she sees how much blood is there.

She calls on the loudspeaker, "OBGYN stat to the ER.

OBGYN stat to the ER." And I'm thinking, "Whew.

Well, they finally figured out something is wrong," 'cause I had been sent home from the ER two days earlier.

No, that's all good

And

I'm thinking, you know, what's taking her so long? But now I understand, you know, you go into shock.

Now your veins start collapsing.

So it's really hard to access your veins.

So as I'm lying there, the nurse on my right yells out, 50 over 15, hurry.

And that's my blood pressure.

And I still feel like I'm just falling.

So

Mm-hmm.

"And you know, it's, you're not gonna feel too good for a couple of months, but, you know, you'll, you'll get better eventually." So it took me a really long time.

It took me until...

I gave birth at the end of June, and it was December by the time I could leave the house, basically.

And leaving the house meant going into a store, spending two minutes, and then leaving again so I wouldn't pass out.

And later that year, I started bruising, and I also had a lot of electrical interference.

My watches stopped, televisions turned on, VCRs turned off, and it was just this crazy... [laughs] But now I understand that this is a common aftereffect for people who have had a near-death experience, but I didn't know that then.

Instead of just being it, thinking that they're just coming out of nowhere, right?

Mm-hmm

... and all the exam rooms, right? So a student physician goes in And they say, "Okay, you have this patient today, and they're coming in.

They said they're coming in for this, and now you go.

You're the head student, and now you got two students following you." Uh-huh.

So there is this whole hierarchy of, of learning, right? So then as a s- you're the head student physician, now you go in, you take all the, all, you know, ask all the questions, um, that you need to know, and then you have to go back.

You present it to the resident physicians and the physicians on... that are in charge of that shift.

And then they'll say, "All right, and what are you gonna do about it?" And then you h- better come up with a good answer, and if it's not a good answer, they're gonna say, "Well, that was a good idea, but this was not a good idea.

Oh, okay.

So anyway, let's start with what is the ancestral field?

Yeah.

So the ancestral field, you know, everything like where you were saying, everything is physics in the end.

So I'm going to start with, you know, how does it how does it work? How are we connected? Well, we're connected via the DNA, right? Blood the bloodline, as we say.

and we know from if we look at the science part of it we know that uh traumatic events are passed down through the generations they've done research on holocaust survivors and they can see that you know they identified i think the first thing that they identified was the fkbp5 gene and there are some other genes that have been identified and they can see the changes all the way down to the grandchildren and i'm sure the research will continue so when we have traumatic experiences in our lives.

And our ancestors have traumatic experiences.

That is going to change how they code, right? That's going to change their epigenetics.

Well, how does your medical sorry, how does your mediumship play into the work that you're doing?

Okay.

But a fishnet has those diamond, it's diamond shaped, right? So I'm, I, there, I see this image, and it looks like, literally like the silvery glitter fishnet around the Earth.

Now, with Google, okay, we didn't have Google back then, I searched the San Francisco Public Library, again from floor to ceiling, what is this fishnet around the Earth? What is...

You know.

But I couldn't find anything, probably because I wasn't searching in the right department of the library, or...

And I didn't wanna ask for help because I thought they were gonna think I was crazy.

[laughs] So I was just kinda randomly searching the library, uh, right, to find something that could explain why is there no time and what is this fishnet around the Earth.

Sure.