As a way to learn from it and say, "I'm gonna continue to take care of myself," or you think of it as the worst thing that's ever happened to your life and allow it to let you spiral.

So what you're saying is it's either happening to you, you spiral, or it's happening for you.

Be kind to yourself because your reaction to that ultrasound was not what...

You didn't choose that.

You...

That comes from your program, your lenses, and it is a supercomputer.

Your subconscious is fast.

[laughs] I call it the Kevlar vest, and I'm-

all the time.

Well, you're dead.

Actually, you're dead because it's your relatives that had the sympathetic nervous system, your ancestors that survived the reason you're here.

Because if you didn't have that, then you're walking in the wilderness and there's a massive line and you're like, la-di-da-da, the universe will protect me.

La-di-da-da.

And you got eaten.

So...

Yeah, we can definitely dive into that if you'd like to go ahead and

Mm-hmm.

And so, so, um, so we're gonna start a men's group as well, um, to, uh, so we get what's going on.

But let's, let's go back to this, to, to the story here about the hormones changing.

So here's the idea from Chinese medicine, is that when we age, we have this jing, this essence in our body.

So the kidney system, and we ca- you know, we call it the, it's not the Chi- uh, Western kidney, Chinese kidney.

And we have xue, which translates into blood, but it's not quite blood.

So we have these systems, and if they're healthy and we haven't abused them with sex, drugs, and alcohol, then we're robust.

Mm-hmm.

And to start at a very basic level for people who have no idea what I'm talking about, how does this work?

So even the story behind the laser, how I came into using laser for fertility, in Japan in the '90s, um, a medical doctor, Dr. Oshiro, was using laser for pain, and he was treating a woman in menopause age 55 with back pain.

And he resolved her back pain, but her menstrual cycle came back, which she actually wasn't quite pleased about.

That wasn't her focus of that treatment.

[laughs] And after a week, the bleeding stopped, and then it returned four weeks later, and it did this for a series of cycles for months.

And he just dismissed it until it happened again, another woman in menopause.

So he talked to one of his colleagues in the OBGYN department, and they did a pilot study looking at 74 women that they, in ch- English translation, was severe infertility, average age of 39, and they put them through a series of laser treatments.

Just putting it all over myself, my face, and like, is it like what you're talking about?