Talk about what that was to you and what that ride was like as his mom.

Yeah, I mean, it's a very good point because, you know, to have gotten to the point where we got when it all just didn't ultimately work out, there was, I mean, it was exactly what he wanted, right? Like it was, at least on the outside looking in, it progressed the way it was.

he had dreamed it would progress, right? Like he worked super hard.

He got lots of attention.

He was on, you know, the area code team, which is, you know, the, the team that is sponsored by MLB and, and, you know, a bunch of players are chosen.

It's very elite.

And, and he, was always thought of as very good.

Where, when did you find this out and what was the kind of the effects of this mental health wise?