Not dissuaded by the fear of a podcast on depression being depressing, Lindsey began to listen regularly.

No, it's not my experience.

It's not my experience at all.

The thing about it is that every podcast is representative of another person, and every person is so different, and that's why I think it's so powerful.

So I think it represents all of the colors of emotion, and that's something, too, that people have this, like, conception, misconception about depression as just being, like, sad and dark and lonely and angry and, and it's not.

It's something that is, something that contains every emotion, and I think that this podcast really, um, illustrates that.

They're very digestible.

They've actually become part of her toolkit for managing her mental health.

[rock music]

[rock music]"Save Tonight" by Eagle-Eye Cherry.

[chime] It's one of my husband's [laughs] favorite songs.

[upbeat music] [chime]

Mm.

I can hear it, but no, I don't have it.

[laughs]

Um, who saw an advert in Horse & Hound, um, for a mare that was for sale, um, by the same stallion as a horse I was already riding and eventing.

And Simon said, "You've gotta go and see this horse," 'cause we really liked this horse, Franky was called, um, "by the same dad.

You've got to go and see it." So he mentioned this to our friend Gerry, who was sort of in the market at the time.

So off Gerry and I went to see this, um, little mare, um, that I rode, and we really liked.

So she ended up in our yard with Gerry owning him, and I sort of produced him through it, hair through, should I say, on her very early years, a very early stage.

Um, and then, yeah, it sort of went from there really.

... and that foal is Autograph.

It was so funny because, Lindsey, when did y'all decide? You're like, "Oh-

This was also an, an unexpected.

I did not know that you were gonna do this either.

[laughs] Sorry.

Um, well, just for y'all's sake too, I was like, "This is like for real, for real." And you had your photographer there.

And I was like, "You're not gonna get any, like anything from the explosion."

And we had great pictures, and you crushed it.

And the pictures are, you know, and that's just like-

If you would just kind of start from the very beginning, what were you doing and what happened?

Yeah, I was about, I would say like 11 or 10, 10 or 11.

I wasn't very old.

And this happened near Round Lake in northern Minnesota and kind of near the Detroit Lakes area, but out a ways.

So maybe like 40 minutes outside of that.

And back then my grandparents had a raspberry farm and a lot of the local people knew about it.

And my grandma would allow people to pick their own raspberries or you could go out there and we would pick them for you.

So as you're walking up, um, and you saw three of these that were kind of on the other side of the, uh, berry bush, were they picking the berries and eating them?

[laughs] It does not surprise me.

Where he struggles is with writing and spelling.

He notoriously won't capitalize.

He won't write complete sentences and he won't put a punctuation in.

He just says, "I, I forget," or, "I don't remember." Or he knows that if he gets it done, he'll have free time.

He'll get to play, uh, LEGOs or reading time if he can complete his work early.

Yeah, yeah, Mondrian.

You have a hypothesis.

Linda's sisters, Nancy, Kay, and Jennifer, and niece Lindsey.

I immediately thought Matt did it.

No.

No.