And what is that? What do you think that

is? My soul, my higher self looking down at the experience.

And I was meant to remember that.

I truly believe that there are no such thing as coincidences.

And meditating on it later on, it was interesting because then I got flashes of me being in a boxing ring.

And it was like my spiritual team was behind me encouraging me to go and um I knew that I had a choice at that point whether I go back and and it's interesting because that that's just programmed in me I am one of those people that just never gives up and I can't give up I can't tell you how many times I've hit a rock bottom where I was crying and to I believe in, I say God, but the most high source, whatever it is that you believe in.

And I would cry and say, I don't know if I have it in me to keep going.

Do you fear your daughters, God forbid, not being here tomorrow?