And why Eloisa?

I, I, I sent a bunch of names and he kept on picking others that weren't Eloisa, so I kept p- like pushing, like, I kept like sending and sending it until he would pick it.

And the day he picked it, I was like, "Wow, I like it." You know?

... kinda laid after everything.

Yeah.

So my advice before the reunion for you would be, um, two shots of tequila 'cause you're about to, you're about to get you, you know? And you just relax, listen, step back, and sit down.

Drink tequila.

How was your pregnancy?

I was in Vegas, drunk.

I told my mom, I was like, "I went to Earth Cafe," which I love, "and I puked." She was like, "Take a pregnancy test." And I was like, "Mama, no." There's a pain here, different type of pain, and that's how I knew.

I was four weeks pregnant.

It was a very hard pregnancy.

I had to immediately get rid of my medication, and I've never been without them since I was 10.

I did have a therapist, like, the whole time, but I was like, "I'm sorry, like, it's not working.

Yeah

What has being a mom done for you personally, and how has it impacted your relationship with your partner?

So for me, how it's impacted me, um, well, it's, she's the main character of my story.

Like, it's not me anymore.

I love that she, I love that sh- she's alive.

Like, I don't know how to ex- it, it's weird because it's just like, how, do you love your daughter? Like, how does it feel? Like, it feels like you, I don't remember my life without her.

It's weird.

It's like she is my everything.

How do you and your partner decide how you choose or not choose to share your daughter on social media?