But first, to lay a nice groundwork for everybody tuning in, I would love to hear you tell the story of how you got to where you are today, how you found Rudolf Steiner and how you started Psychic Somatics.

Oh, boy.

Yeah, I kind of was all over the map, honestly, for a while.

And I've said this before, but when I eventually did find Anthroposophy, it felt almost like this funny cosmic joke where it was like, wait a minute, everything that I... have believed and everything that i felt in my spirit already exists together in this cosmology that i just didn't even know was out there and i guess things happen that way for a reason but um as you stated i was raised in a cult in dogmatic christianity And there were some also some very charismatic elements that lean more luciferic that can kind of overlap with the new age.

So when I finally left, I had that kind of foundation and I was pulled into the new age into the star seed movement and things like that and was very.

Luciferic in that way.

And I had a period where everything was just about dissociating from my body and what feels good.

Any kind of fun stories when it comes to NHI?