But if you can come to my loved one has this disease and I'm willing to treat it, it will soften it for you and actually give you more choice in helping them.

Yeah, I mean, so the emotions I was going through, shame, the self-hatred, that self-loathing was beyond anything I ever could imagine experiencing.

Because, A, I don't know what's going on.

Why am I doing something I clearly do not want to be doing? Two children that I love literally more than one.

You know, that old saying, you would literally take a bullet for them.

It was like... to Claire's point, if you're uneducated, well, you obviously wouldn't because you're doing this right in their home, you know, blah, blah, blah.

So, you know, but very early on and my whole life, literally, I've been the person people have always come to, to like seek advice.

I think I'll walk them closer to