come on come on give me a break so like you mentioned you went on love is blind which is a dating show and single people date in isolated pods without seeing each other for only meeting face to face after getting engaged living together and then deciding then deciding if they want to get married and during your time on the show you were feeling a connection with both demo and javin ultimately decided javin was the one and carried on throughout the experience together but unfortunately before the end of the season you guys separated as a couple and that was a saga and a hat so let's get into your experiences of that

I mean, Dav and I worked out in the beginning and then we just had our differences.

We communicate really differently.

It's a really intense environment and it is an experiment.

And so the experiment, we were tested within the intensity of the experiment and it didn't work out.

So yeah, and obviously when you're in the thick of it, it's really intense and everything's happening at once and you're having, you know, you're there on your own.

So you've got like your self-trust and you don't really have your friends and family.

was it seeing him because obviously at the reunion it was a little not yeah yeah not the smoothest not the greatest but how was it then reuniting what did it feel like his energy was going into it

Yeah

... it's supposed to be fun, it's supposed to be like, "Whoo!" But then that is also quite confusing, 'cause you're like, "Okay, but I'm trying to find my husband." Like, we're talking about marriage, and you want me to wait till tomorrow, the day that we're meant to, like, think about it seriously, to make this massive decision.

Whereas before you've just been like, "Take it lightly, it's fine.

Whoo." [laughs] So yeah, it can be a g- a bit confusing.

And also I guess as you're getting closer and you're starting to find out, I, I found towards the end, like nearer to proposals day, that's when everyone starts telling you who their tops are, because obviously it's like, it's game time.

And then you're, and then you find out, oh, you like Mi- like, with Joseph and- Uh, with Chevanique and Francesca, they obviously both really like Joseph, and it's getting to that point where you're, where you're like, "Shit.

Who's he gonna choose?"

Yeah.