yeah

but I learned some like personal boundaries in a really hard way which also felt like it was coupling with a lot of friends um either having really hard times or leaving the earth um who are in the passing away who were in the alcohol world, I had, you know, kind of a, yeah, it just felt like, man, like, I can't keep going at this rate.

I can't go to five bars a night and have three cocktails at each one seven days a week.

I need to, like, figure this out.

Yeah, I got diagnosed with acute pancreatitis and the doctor was like, you need to stop drinking.

And I was like, okay.

And I was like, but I literally drink for work for a living.

and