in

that family.

And the way that my GP explained it, was that she said, and she'd been treating me for anxiety for some time, but because, again, my OCD didn't really fit the norm, she and I couldn't recognise it as OCD.

It wasn't until I went to see my very amazing psychologist.

But she said, you know, you can only be anxious for so long.

And she said for some people that might be a year, for some people it might be three months, for some people it might be decades.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Mm.

"I'll, you know, I'll ask him the question later." But with ADHD and with that RSD, you just start thinking, "Oh my God, did I...

I feel like I might have parked in Ian's parking spot last week.

Did I? Oh, God, maybe that's why he's angry with me," or, "Was it that when we had that team meeting yesterday I said that, you know, I wasn't sure about his idea and...

Or was it that, you know, I bought the different biscuits? Maybe Ian doesn't like those biscuits." And you really spend so much time and energy-

Mm

... ever wanna do that.

And I also knew already from working in like reasonably large organizations like Silver Chain, when I looked like up the org chart, did I wanna be a general manager? Did I wanna...