[laughs]

I slap them in the face.

I just don't get it.

So I was kind of fascinated, you know, watching them just go at lightning speed with this hand clapping thing and- And then it was one of those things that just, it just kinda suddenly hit me, and I was sitting there watching them, and I was just like, you know, at 26 years old, more than anything, I, I just wanted...

I wanted to be that little girl.

I wanted to sit on, on Mom's lap and play a hand-clapping game and know that there was this woman who loved me completely, who was willing to show me and teach me everything that I needed to know, and just to feel that, that unconditional covering and, and leadership just in my life.

And I just, uh, yeah, it was...

Yeah, yeah.