Oh, sweet.

And, um, my grief, uh, portion of, um, the story of the three of us writing this book is, uh, well, Amber just mentioned, you know, they have a three-year-old forever, uh, son who lives in heaven.

She lost a child.

Our coauthor, Ruth, lost a spouse.

I lost 11 members of my family within a three-year period, just when I moved closer to be- Um, moved to be closer to all the grandparents that were still alive, the four grandparents.

From January of '19 till January of '22, I lost all four parents, so my kids lost all their grandparents, and, uh, three uncles, two aunts, a cousin, and one of my son's childhood best friends.

All were gone, within three years.

Mm-hmm.