Yeah.

And I actually love that part of the challenge.

And honestly, this experience was tremendously important for me this time of my life because after filming our principal photography in West Virginia for the month of April and before filming on the soundstage or the, the video, the virtual productions thing, whatever we did in Brooklyn, I never know what to call it, but we had a month of filming in West Virginia and a week of filming in Brooklyn in June.

And unfortunately between that time, I lost my mom suddenly.

And so when we came back for the production in June and, everybody was very gentle with me, very tender with me, very like we can reschedule.

We can like, are you sure you're okay? And I really wanted to do it.

I really needed to do it.

What do you want fans to take away from in terms of your performance? What do you want us to feel?

How important is that and when did that start for you?

Oh my gosh, it's so important to me.

I started meditating summer of 2016, no, the summer of 2015, which is also the summer I got my SAG card, which is cool.

I've never really thought about that connection, but that summer is when I, it was my summer before I graduated college.

And I went to LA just to try it out.

I didn't know I was gonna be an actor.

So I grew up acting in community theater.

Maybe you as a director are incorporating something of what I'm trying to get at here with other people.