Did you have enough time to process what you were doing, or did it take you a whole year and maybe some journaling, you know, maybe you were taking some notes afterwards to really pull out these life learning lessons from, from these races?

I, there's so many, so many lessons.

I, I, I...

It's just, I think it's really about creating a goal.

A goal, right? Because when, when people have a goal, it, it just makes you, I feel like you're happier because you're striving towards something.

And so a lot of people can choose a goal like a marathon or a 5K, 10K, doesn't have to be a marathon, and then they'll complete it and then they'll be like, "Oh, now what do I do?" So choosing another goal, it doesn't have to be a marathon, will, um, will bring you the joy that, that I felt during these 52 marathons.

Because imagine I had a marathon every single week for a year, and there was so much, so much, um, I guess it's dopamine.

What is your why right now?

you know,

go there.

Follow the thread.

And if it doesn't, you know, sometimes it doesn't work out.

But very often it does if it's really drawn, you know, from something that you're just super interested in, like Great Dixter.

I only ended up there because...

I was really interested in that place.

When you spent your time at Dixter, how did they teach, which I guess is more of a question of how did you absorb?