What was the time that you realized, maybe I need help?

Well, it was one specific moment.

And my wife and I had, after 15 or 16 years of marriage, we had split up.

And I know the exact dates.

They're carved in my mind.

It was June 6, 2025. and um i you know i just actually let me back up so prior to that i had i'd become a daily drinker since covid and and and you know i don't want to disparage her or anything like that but this is just a fact and so so was she so you know that was the beginning of the degradation of our relationship right um each retiring to our places of tv and drinking till the end of the evening.

It doesn't matter that kids are running around the house or whatever.

You were able to kind of... not just see uh what other people did to you but started to look at what was your role in in some of the things that happened in your life um so what was it like to look at yourself that honestly