It sounds like what you did.

Yeah, a hundred percent.

And actually, yeah, I was, I did start listening to a lot of like podcasts and, you know, influential people on YouTube and, you know, there's so much out there, which is really amazing.

But yeah, it was definitely a process.

I mean, God, it was, you know, years from the first kind of realization of, because I think there was a, there was a period of years where I didn't want to give up, you know, I was like, I sort of loved the wildness and the recklessness and the self-sabotage of it.

And then when it got so extreme, and like I said, when I sort of hit that rock bottom and had these epiphanies and stuff, and also just really realising as an artist, like, you know, music is my... soul, you know, like, and I, I really felt this calling of like how much I should be doing with my art and my music.

And I just, I just knew as well, deep down, like, you know, you're never going to live the life you want to live or even inspire people, you know, as I build a platform as an artist, it's like, I wanted to inspire people.

but listen um so you're now six years sober well done fabulous um tell me a bit more about your life like what's changed in those six years for you