okay

but, but that kind of cracked me open to the fact that like, you know, other than the awakening itself, it was like, there's a lot more to this reality than what we, what we experienced on the daily basis of just, you know, going through this human experience.

Like those, those low, those levels to this, those layers to this.

And I continued to experiment with the DMT for a few months and, uh, and eventually put it down for a while.

And cause I think you shared with me that you had a lot of questions, right? I had a lot of question was the DMT was like giving me more questions than answers in a sense because there's some questions were being answered and I was realizing some things.

It was so much and it was so fast and it was so complex.

It was like, it was more questions than answers.

So it was a pretty small

So for those of, for those of us who aren't familiar with the whole fridge thing, why don't you start from the beginning and just tell us what, what was the genesis of that? How did you, how'd you come up with this idea to run around with a fridge on your back and what are you trying to do with that?

Yeah, it that's, that's another thing.

I feel like the story kind of changes every time I tell it, but the, the main bits are there.

I, I remember seeing a pamphlet.

At the aquatic center that Operation Feed had put out, it was on a cork board.

And so I just looked at it.

I don't know what it was about the pamphlet, but it was something.

I don't know, because you're a