How are you here now?

I think it's cliche to say like, oh my God, thank you for my kids.

Like they saved me, but truly they did save me because I probably never would have gotten out of bed again.

Um, so it was a blessing and a curse because I had this huge responsibility that I didn't have the capacity for, but it saved me like truly.

I don't know.

Like community therapy, medication, you know, like all those things helped.

I remember like I had this six week timeline after Stephen died and after his funeral.

Okay.