So

I had all of those years on stage and in class waiting to be chosen and accepted and loved.

And so I really developed a habit of playing a character in my own life.

I didn't even realize it.

I didn't even realize it.

So that showed up in my relationships everywhere.

You know, with my friends, I was the fix it, fix it person.

What am I supposed to do with this information? Because you're attacking me instead of saying what you need.