Mm-hmm.

And then also working on my human design and learning more about how we can de- de-condition from the way the world works to attune to our unique energy system.

And if we were to, um, de-condition ourselves so that we could find that and then exist in honoring of our unique system, that's where that phrase was born from, for me, inside my sessions with my coach.

As we kept talking about what I was trying to do, which was really to opt out of urgency, because urgency had become in my conditioning the fuel source of my life.

So it was like in order to be successful and to feel happy and to function, I really thrived on needing urgency to, um, fuel my creation.

I'd always kind of been the kind of person that was like, "I'll study for a test the night before." [laughs] Um, you know, before going on stage I'll, like, really learn the lines and the music the day before dress rehearsal.

Um, and I thought that I could only be creative by working that way, and it actually was more...

Mm