But I, but just how did you get into the self-improvement work and what is the work that you started doing on yourself and why is it because you ended up feeling the way that you described in your bio?

Yeah.

So this is actually something that I've been working on for most of my life.

I have always had this inclination that I see the world differently than most people see it.

Growing up, I was very close with my mom.

I was called a mama's boy.

I was the sensitive kid, right? And I wore that like a badge of courage.

the stimulus comes up um and i'm so happy that you brought up the nervous system because i really want to know about the work that you're doing with men and the work that you've done with yourself around that um because there's more to that than just having a phrase ready

Mm-hmm.

I found myself like, "Well, I guess I'm gonna buy my own place.

I thought I was gonna do that with a husband for the first time, but here I am, like, working my way up professionally whenever I just wanna be a stay-at-home mom.

But [laughs] here I am, so I'm gonna surrender and buy my own place." Things that I'm like, "I'm not gonna just wait." Um, and I, I was involved with...

I found other community.

I had, I had single girls, multiple single girls Bible studies through the years that looked differently in different groups.

Nothing that was as long of a group.

[laughs]

Um, obviously it can be a, a daunting experience to come into the, the senior team, um, for your first time but, you know, it's important I just go out there and show, you know, the ability I have and, and ability I know I can, I can produce, um-

um-So yeah, I'm just- I'm looking forward to getting out there, getting to know the players, getting to know the staff, and yeah, it's gonna be, it's gonna be a good week.

Fingers crossed I can, you know, play some part in the games.

Um, and yeah, just show, you know, what I'm capable of.