and uh

by 5 p.m i was wasted i mean i we we drank so much it was never my plan my plan was just to have a little bit in the morning would be cool i'll go back to my halfway house and nobody will know anything man, we got down, I was basically going down there to pick up my stuff and we got out of the car and my counselor saw me in the parking lot from inside the building and he met me at the door.

He saw me coming and he said, okay, he goes, let's go up to the service elevator and we'll get your stuff and get you out of here.

You don't need to see anybody like this.

Okay.

And that started me on an eight month run of Doing everything I get my hands on coke meth heroin obviously alcohol and About eight months later.

I had lost like 60 pounds.

and the big