But when I heard this call, I knew we had to do something.

I'm carrying a secret that would be pretty horrifying to anybody who knows me and my husband, but honestly, I am secretly thrilled my husband is dying.

And I know, God forgive me for saying this, but for 19 years, my whole adult life, he has controlled me.

I mean, really controlled me.

I've lived like a prisoner.

I mean, nobody looking at us would ever suspect what our life is like behind closed doors.

I mean, on the surface, we just look like a regular couple, but behind those closed doors, he is a monster.

So many of us worry that we're not deserving of love, and let me tell you, you are.