She doesn't go into much detail because it's a tough memory for her to revisit.

Especially the first time attending one was probably one of the, the hardest things to digest.

It's, it's not something that hits you straight away.

It might be weeks, months, years later when it, it hits you that that happened.

I'm not even sure I've ever had the opportunity to fully process the, the situation that occurred.

And the trauma doesn't end there because those nurses also need to face the coroner's court.

You would never, as a nurse, do anything that you know would lead to a patient's death.

So the fact that you're already there is awful, but to then be placed on the stand and criticized for failures of a system that you have no control over.

And inside...

The cells are very bare.

The, the pods are large concrete blocks.

There's just nothing really there.

Everything's concrete.

Everything's hard.

Everything's dull.

And if they have important medications...