thought.

But it's still there in your mind from your childhood, from your teenage, from your friends, from your family.

You don't even know where that's coming from, but it's there.

um i i have a lot of such thoughts i think all such thoughts just go on to my monotones because if i don't respond to that thought right away it will keep coming up you know and i think that's one of the reason that's one of the motivation where i start to paint that like a very old thought.

It could be old.

I mean, for me, it's usually very old thoughts.

So it could be very old thought.

the gratitude for so many people that have supported you was that something that you're always aware of or was there a moment that you kind of just realized wow I'm so blessed and then another side of that is in the moments of perhaps irritation or frustration maybe with the people you love what what do you say to yourself to kind of get back into that gratitude state because it seems like you live there a lot which is fantastic