So you were flipping from being a judge to being judged.

Exactly.

And...

It is not because my ego can't accept it, but I felt weird, you know, because you reach a certain level and then it felt like you're going back again.

And in fact, I had to realize I was wrong because in fact, you don't go back, but you For me, this was a confirmation about my job, what I'm doing was a confirmation about my book, about my new technique, about everything.

And, you know, because I've been I haven't been competing for eight years before that.

And it was, yeah, jumping into the deep water again and getting feedback about my work, because I see in my industry that some people, I don't have to mention names, but I think it's quite general thing.

So you're also an author and this is with your new technology.