Like this is what it unfolded to, but like when you didn't know, like in the process of, you know, doing it, but did you find that during that time where you kind of moving through intuitively, like, the feathers had special meaning to you or the the elephant like I know the the story with the elephants but um is there anything that you want to share as far as like how that all was coming together for you

I think the elephant on my um mural here it was for my mom that had passed away and her connection to elephants were really close and then the feathers um I don't know why I picked that and I don't know why I decided to coat my whole room in pink and gold feathers, but it's just, that has been, became my signature, in my brain that the feather is how I speak to my guides even.

I just, the language was building.

I just didn't know it.

And it's just so interesting when you go back and see how they've been trying to push you into this direction and you're like having no clue.

And I think part of it is also fear, you know, initially when i started this journey i was not going to come out with my name because i was so scared of being who i really was i was scared that people were gonna know that i was a psychic medium and i was scared that people were gonna talk about me and i heard um like a youtube video or something like that that said like if you're ashamed of this one true part of yourself then why are you even doing this work because you're supposed to heal and he just kind of sat with me like i'm supposed to heal other people and i'm too afraid to put my name on it like how does that make sense so i came out and it was so scary i i But at that point, I was yelling outside like, I am a psychic medium.

And Francisco thought I was a little bit absurd because I knew people that I met.

That doesn't feel like it resonates with me and what I'm trying to do.