Mm-hmm.

And, and, and it, and it's, a- and to s- to read that about that mother and to see her face and to read this and, and to hear her tell the story, you know, to, to see the footage of it just broke something inside me.

Because it's like the inability to protect our children, right? The most basic thing in the world, that denial through the most flippant kind of hateful violence.

And it's the reconciling, I think for me, these in- extremely intense emotions of deep, deep anger.

I am furious.

You know, in Arabic we have the perfect word for it, which is ah, qahr, uh, which is, you know, this just devastating and all-encompassing, um...

It's not even anger.

Mm