Wow.

Um, and, um, but eventually I did manage to get myself sorted and, um, yeah, it was like I realized I just had to start living again.

And, um, eventually one day I was, um, I think it was on the tube or the train, and I saw an advert at Great Ormond Street Hospital were looking for people to work at the end of life team, the child death helpline.

And I contacted them, and after a lot of training, I worked with them, and I was supporting other bereaved parents and people who had been given that end of di- life diagnosis for their child.

It was, it was an amazing job.

It was, it was really tough.

It's probably the hardest thing I've ever done, but it's the most rewarding thing I've ever done.

Oh, really?