Yeah.

Because when you walk in, and it's not even, like, you know, I've been so open about, you know, my experiences with Ollie and my confidence and all of those things, and to know that Hannah's not gonna put me in a position where she feels that it's gonna be, like, either I can't do it or the horse can't do it, or to combined, I feel like you do such a good job at home, where I have been mentally battling all of these, like, internal things, and you're like, "Okay, like, we're gonna take this slow, and we're gonna, like, just take our time." I know, and there was one lesson recently where I was like, "I just want you to know that I'm doing this, but I am really struggling, like, internally.

Like, I'm not, I don't know if it's coming through in my riding, but, like, I am really having a hard time."

And, and like, you know, about, like, there's reasons why you start creating these habits just from experiences of like, okay-

okay-... you know, whether it's the hay they eat, the, what ti- you know, like, whatever their things are, you know, you start to know them, you start to unders- like, you know, letting them out in the rain is another good one.

Like, I stopped doing that because they exploded with hives, and like, I don't wanna deal with that.

So if it rains, you just like never let them out? I, if I can avoid it.

Like, if it's gonna rain overnight, there's n- I mean, they have a run in, there's nothing I can...